Depression is bad Shit.....I recently lost my best friend march 23rd of this year due to depression.....Long story short,he worked at the same shop as me,he fell off a piece of Heavy Equipment just like I did last year,and damaged his lower back,JUST like I have done,and he wrecked his neck...............was 54 years old and was the best fucking mechanic I ever worked with....SO GOOD CATERPILLAR offered him a job 35 years ago as a Field Cat Mechanic,he was a Natural.........he got bad depression because of his spinal and neck issues and was not able to work is his own shop anymore and build hot-rods,circle track cars and work with me on all my hot rod projects........ Shot himself.....I knew him approximately 25-28 years.....we were brothers,he was my best friend ever,my mentor and my idol, a good old Italian boy.............He taught me so much..............very hard shit to get over if you ever get over it at all............God bless you MR Willams,you made us all laugh..............No more pain for you...go rest brother